Diary Room Session- Week Seven

[Brittany]

Holy shit lol.

This blow up that is happening with Brian being blindsided is so juicy. I can't even begin.
Mike and I had a lengthy talk last night. Mike said that everything he thought he knew, was wrong. He said he should of never even began to come for me and said that he was sorry. After having sort of a heart to heart, I forgave Mike. I decided I would keep him over Brian because Mike is going to gun after Zach and Neda. When Zach found out that Brian was evicted he went straight to me in a matter of minutes and asked me what happened? I simply told him, "I know everything." and he immediately started apologizing and covering up everything.
He said that Sofia and Sam have a final two deal and did this to Zach to make him look bad to me.

He kept saying sorry and that he was going to tell me about the other alliance if he had won this next HoH. I don't really believe him on that. Zach told me that he doesn't understand why he's being treated differently than anyone else that kept this secret from me. I told him that he wasn't. I am upset with everyone that kept that secret from me. But it was Zach that didn't tell me soon enough. Neda is lying too, everything thats coming out of her mouth I just can't believe. 

Neda and Zach are after Sofia and Sam and vise-versa
Meanwhile while they are all attacking each other, I'm sitting here like;


I am probably 3rd on Zach and Neda's radar, unless Mike is 3rd then I'm the last thing on there mind. This HoH will be important, I just hope the right people get this. More importantly, I hope I get it.

[Brittany]

I'm having really bad trust issues. Send help.

Just kidding, but really I'm having a hard time knowing who to trust. All day I've been having people in my ear. They having been throwing people under the bus left and right. So many different stories and I'm just like what the fuck everyone just shut up for a second. The only person who hasn't been talking to me is Neda. 

I'm sitting here thinking I'm at a good place in the game while everyone is just attacking each other and at the same time I feel like there is a secret agenda against me. This paranoia is getting the best of me. I'm going to be extremely cautious. Aim is dead at the moment, besides Zach being on. But a lot of these HG's like to be invisible lately. I know Brian is hurt I voted against him. I was his last hope in this game, but if Mike had of gone this week, then Brian would of been gone the following week. 

I need to put any ounce of faith left in me into Sofia, Sam and Mike. Zach says that if I'm working with Sofia and Sam that they won't take me far in the game. Like I'll leave 4th or 3rd depending what the circumstances are. I want to work with Mike into a final two deal, crazy I know. But nobody is fighting with us. We are the only two people that are not getting mentioned as much on that eviction board. I still have a lot to think about. The next few decisions I make will either make me or break me. 

[Brittany]

I suck at comps. I wasn't even trying to throw that one.

Will I ever win one?


Sofia winning this competition was probably for the best anyway. They can continue attacking each other for all I care. They can take out all the comp beasts and then maybe I'll win!!

 As far as I know I'm sitting real pretty along with Mike at the moment. I pretty much told Mike that we are the underdogs as of right now and we need to stick together. He had no problem agreeing. I think if I have his back and he has mine, we can be fine. I just don't want Zach getting into his ear because Zach is real good at talking and convincing. Still haven't heard from Neda, she hasn't been on AIM and I don't really have the need to talk to her. She's probably invisible and only talking to Zach. If she really thinks she's going to win next to Zach at the end of this then she is so wrong. 

Zach and Wil are still going at it on the boards, I think it will stop now but really why is this still going on? That week happened ages ago, lets just move past that.

[Brittany]

I'm horrible with photoshop, but Sofia's nomination speech made me laugh and she called me duchess so it gave me this idea. I don't know how to get rid of the "Fergie" text and put Brittany. But y'all get the idea.

[Brittany]

Sam getting 4 minutes in that comp was insane, like his brain must of been working fast for him to put that all together. My time was alright. I had to start over twice but I still got a decent time.
There's no way Neda took 30 some minutes to do that puzzle. She had to of thrown that, if she really didn't throw it, then wooaaahhhh. 

Any who, I really hope that Zach doesn't get into Sam's ear on using veto. Sam wasn't happy with Zach for blowing up at him during Brian's eviction. Also, I think Sam was hurt at what Zach said about the British remarks. I usually see Sam on in the mornings so hopefully I can catch him. Getting Zach out will take out one comp beast in this house out of the several that are in here. If Zach doesn't go then byyyeeee Neda. I don't know what her deal is not talking to anyone but that's pretty crazy. After veto ceremony I should just go invisible all day to avoid the meaningless campaigning that will go on if there is any. Nothing else really happened today besides veto. Less and less people in this house and the less talk there is.