Round One

[Sarah Miller]

I only found out I was cast about half an hour ago because a PW told me. SURPRISE YOU'RE IN A BIG BROTHER GAME

[Sarah Miller]

plant

[Sarah Miller]

Damn.

[Sarah Miller]

Sarah Miller
> gina's a star, though.
Gina Rio
> Goood, so you're familiar with the Queen haha I remember watching the UK version for the first time when she was on. Gina's the sole reason I kept watching and looked into the older seasons
Sarah Miller
> i watched bits and pieces, but i mostly looked up clips of her on youtube because most of the other people on her season bored me to tears.
Gina Rio
> Gina's rant about racism to that hag Jemima hahah
Sarah Miller
> yesssss. slain.
Gina Rio
> I'm seriously watching that clip now. never fails to amuse me xD good luck in the comp tonight Sarah!
Sarah Miller
> you too, babes! now i want to watch it, too.


All I know about Gina Rio is that people who play Gina Rio LOVE her, so I should probably say I love her, too.

Shit, now I have to watch Gina Rio clips on YouTube.

[Sarah Miller]

JoJo Spatafora
> It was fun tho right?
Sarah Miller
> it was. i spent the whole day relaxing!
JoJo Spatafora
> Relaxing how? Mani, pedi, shopping, baking, drinking, TV?
Sarah Miller
> laying in bed all day.
JoJo Spatafora
> Having sex? Or were you to tired to?
Sarah Miller
> just laying in bed doing nothing.
JoJo Spatafora
> I don't get how that was fun lmao

Please drink bleach.

[Sarah Miller]

I've spoken to everyone now. Loving Zach and Luke so far. Wil, Brian, Mike, and Neda are cool. JoJo is fairly annoying. I'm either going to love Gina or hate her. Nobody else has really left too strong of an impression yet.

[Sarah Miller]

Keeping track of lies I make about myself:

I live in Iowa near a river.
I work in the stockroom of a clothing store in a mall.
I live in an apartment near an independent coffee shop.
My town doesn't have very many chain stores.

[Sarah Miller]

[Sarah Miller]

I need to shave. And get a hair cut.

[Nick Uhas]

hi gl

[Sarah Miller]

Brian is sketching me out hardcore right now. There's no point in speculating nominations this early, we don't know who Sam's bonding well with. Admittedly I know who Sam hadn't spoken with as of this morning so I might be a little better informed, but I don't want to tell him anything because I don't want that reputation. Now he's lowkey fishing for an alliance from me and I'm telling him what he wants to hear because I'm not stupid.

I did take the opportunity to gently inform him he was full of shit when he speculated Neda might go up, though.

[Sarah Miller]

Brian Hart
> all we can really do is guess and say to let the other know if we hear anything
Sarah Miller
> of course.
Brian Hart
> But, is it safe to say we'd do that anyway?
Sarah Miller
> definitely. i like you.
Brian Hart
> Aww, I like you too

I FOUND ME A DATE FOR SADIE HAWKINS HALLELUJAH!

[Sarah Miller]

I really like Neda. Without going into detail, Neda is venting to me about a personal issue and she just seems really sweet and genuine. This is one of those moments where I feel a little apprehensive about the fact that I'm lying about my background and essentially playing a character. But, hey, it's a game... :\

Neda
> thanks for listening
Neda
> between the people im talking to right now
Neda
> youre the one id like talking to
Neda
> about personal stuff
Sarah Miller
> i'm glad to hear it, anytime! <3

In other news, I think I misread Brian. I think he's just a little socially awkward.

[Sarah Miller]

I'm not heartbroken about the nominations. Obviously I don't like JoJo. I like Wil and I'd rather see him stay, but he's not, like... top tier favorite. I don't know who would stay? I've gently fished for opinions on JoJo and if I hadn't spoken to her myself I'd expect to love her, so maybe I should see if she can change my opinion. I'm judging her based on her repulsive party gurl schtick.

[Sarah Miller]

Brian is already trying to start a group alliance.

Brian Hart
> hm, so mind if I get to things?
Sarah Miller
> go for it.
Brian Hart
> does anyone like, stand out to you?
Sarah Miller
> positively or negatively?
Brian Hart
> positively, I'm thinking
Sarah Miller
> so far i like zach and neda the most alongside yourself. though almost everyone is likable in some respect, i'm finding.

I'm going to note real quick that when someone asks me that question this early and I'm uneasy about whether or not I can trust them, I give the names of one person I like a lot and one or two people that I'm happy with. In this situation I gave Zach as the person I like a lot and hid that I like Luke.

Brian Hart
> what's your take on brittany or sam?
Sarah Miller
> brittany seems very nice and genuine. i haven't talked too extensively with sam, but he has a good head on his shoulders.
Brian Hart
> I haven't brought it up to sam, or brittany and kinda wanted your take on things first, but could we maybe work something with those two, and a bit zach?
Sarah Miller
> i like that.

Now, don't get me wrong, I do feel like Brian trusts me and isn't trying to fuck me over out of the gate. That isn't where my hesitance is coming from. However, Brian's overplaying already. He's making me nervous. This is way too early to try and firm up a group alliance. I had a feeling that's where he was trying to take this. That's a big reason why I threw in Zach's name over Luke's. While I like both of them a lot, I feel like I'm more likely to be on the same wavelength with Zach strategically, so I feel like I can be candid with him about my feelings and concerns. I plan on telling him everything and exactly why I'm worried, both as a strong show of trust and so that we can navigate this alliance together. It's not going unnoticed that this alliance is supposed to have two people Brian is close with and one that I'm close with. I don't know. I'm frustrated that Brian is essentially forcing me to play early, but I wanted to seem agreeable.