Sofia's Sanatorium

[Sofia Valentine]

I think I did the impossible.

Mike should stay after my talk with Sam. It turns out Sam was already nervous about Neda and Zach because Zach let on to Sam that him and Neda were close before we all had an alliance. That was easy! Sam is pissed because Mike is telling him that Neda and Zach were saying they wanted him to stay but they couldn't because Sam is evicting him in a tie. Sam feels that they are making him look like the bad guy.. and they are!

This was my chance to start digging a grave for Neda and Zach and attempt to get Sam on board with Brittany and my evil master plan. Insert maniacal laughter here?

I told Sam it might be smart to get Brittany on his side for good if he wants to keep Mike after knowing all of this. I said if he tells Brittany that Zach and him betrayed their first alliance before Zach says it to her then Sam will look better in her eyes. Britt and I were talking about it in another message and she asked if she should play dumb and I told her to so that it doesn't look like we have been plotting this for a while and that Sam thinks it's only happened today.

Sam ended up telling her everything LOL! Sam is now in for turning it back on Neda and Zach and getting them out. Brittany and I are living for it because it's funny how everything changes fast.

Mike has small ideas about there being two alliances but I didn't go into detail with him last night but I will after eviction. I told Mike when he stays that Neda and Zach are going to try and do damage control and he said fuck them! Fuck them is right! Oh and turd bucket Brian leaving is music to my ears too. Brian is only an after thought to everything that has happened this round lol.

[Sofia Valentine]

These bitches are sad and don't get much sadder than this.

At the end of the day you can look at the argument one way. If Neda and Zach wanted to keep Mike and felt passionate about it then they would have done what the rest of us did and that's keep him. They didn't and that's because they were complacent with Brian staying. They never told Sam how they felt and they never told me how they felt. I guess they only told each other? They act like they had to do what Sam wanted and had to keep their mouths shut.

I've voted how I've wanted to every round. Your vote is your vote and you can do whatever the fuck you want with it.

I want Head of Household so I can wipe the floors with Neda. She was a bold faced liar at eviction and kept turning back my comments on me. I verbalize instances where it is glaringly clear she and Zach are a F2 and she comes back with Sam and I being together. Bitch if Sam and I were together then I would've known about Brian's alliance forever and ever ago and I would've went to him for a trio alliance at first not her with Zach. She is trying to lessen the blow of her game by trying to take me down with her.

Neda thinks this move was a rash decision and yeah maybe it was. Waiting would have been better because I could lose HOH and she could win or Zach could win. But do you think I give a flying heap of whoopty-doo? I don't give a shit lol I don't. This is fun for me and this is what I wanted to make working in competitions more satisfying. Now when I win I have something to look forward to and that's ending Neda or Zach's chances of making end game.

[Sofia Valentine]

Brittany – Brittany is the only person left that I give a shit about. I talk to her more than the others and she is someone I want to do well if I can't. The kicker is that she's the polar opposite of me. She's the sugar and I'm the spice. Sugar & Spice. Now I understand the meaning of opposites attract.

I don't know if she is who I want to be with at the end because who wouldn't vote for this chick to win? She has no blood on her hands and she's been nice to everyone that's on the Jury. If I sit next to her it's almost like voting for Mother Teresa or Satan. Take your pick.

Mike Dutz – I like Mike but I don't care for him? That doesn't even make sense does it lol. I liked Mike when Mike was on the outs and nobody gave him the time of day. As soon as I brought him into the fold he grew quiet on me. Brittany talks about Mike like she talks to him every fucking day. They have to have something.

Mike is dazed and confused and he's lucky to be where he is. If anyone is lucky in this game it's him. Mike is the person I want Sam to put up this week with Neda and I'm going to try to see if I can make it happen.

Neda Kalantar – She flatters me like noone else! Neda took the time to Google nudey photos and photoshop a picture of Sofia Valentine just to toss in my face. Welcome to the game! It's about time the girl grew some damn balls and had some fight in her. I still don't like her but I like the fire. You got to respect that.

We had a heated argument and when she was falling back on her tiny ass she tried to switch gears and turn the conversation into a bonding moment. I played along but there is no way I would ever want Neda near the end. She can go soon for all I care. I was done with her a while ago.

Sam Robertson – I don't have a read on Sam anymore. I know that he is easily persuadable and you have to babysit him like a puppy if you want something accomplished lol. He won two competitions back to back and he's emerging a threat. I like that he is because if I make it out of this week alive then he can be the target if I don't win HOH.

I think Sam will put up Neda but it's the other nominee that I'm worried over. I spoke to Sam before and made a play to save Mike so I should be able to spare my ass the nomination seat too right? I hope he isn't getting cozy with Neda because in his speech it seemed like he was kissing her ass for talking to him. If they mended fences I'm going to lose my lunch.

[Sofia Valentine]

When you're on the block you're a pariah.

Nobody and I mean nobody has spoken to me when I've been on. Except for Neda. I usually got messages all the time but not when I was nominated this week. I think I would have got voted out if I stayed put. I like Brittany but I know she's smart and I think she would have voted me out. Brittany likes to hide and go invisible when she doesn't want to talk to people or be in an uncomfortable conversation.

Brittany has been hiding until now. Now she's messaging me because I won Veto. It feels good but it shows me I've only got myself in the F4.

I don't give a shit who Sam puts up. I will vote to evict Brittany or Mike. Whoever it is. Brittany talked about Mike before HOH like she knew everything that was going on with him. Zach kept telling her she was in the best spot with Mike and I told her too. That they had the best chance of going far while the rest of us go for one another. Her and Mike shacking up is smart for them and I think they know that and are together. I will probably end up tying the vote and Sam will get Neda's final drop of blood on his hands. Assuming she's the target.

[Sofia Valentine]

YES! YES! YES! YES! I told them I'd win it and I did and now Sam's ass is up and I'm going into the F3! Poor Mike couldn't get what he wanted this week lol. Rat bastard. That's what you get for biting one of the hands that fed ya and not being able to seal the deal! I'm coming for Mike. I don't want him in the end AT ALL so this vote I have to cast is between my F2 candidates.

Now I'm in a bit of pickle and I don't know what the hell to do. It's Brittany or Sam and I need to evict one of them and the one who I keep will be the one I go to the finals with.

Brittany is my favorite between them. I like Brittany a lot and we've been together for a while. I went to her and kept her in the loop, gave her a heads up and gave her life in the game. I gave her knowledge. In the F2 I could use that over her and get some favor. But look who's sitting on the Jury. I can't see some of these assholes voting for me because they're bitter.

Either the people I didn't talk to that much (Luke, Sarah) have better relationships with Brittany or I burned people (Zach, Neda). I said it before and I'll say it again. Brittany is the Mother Teresa and I'm Satan. Taking Brittany to the end is a gamble on whether the Jury will vote without being bitter or not. Will I get a fair shake if I take her to the end or am I giving her the win and making it an easy vote for the Jurors?

I hate hate hate Sam. He doesn't deserve to be in the end but the fucker is appealing because he doesn't have a good social standing. If I sit in the end with him, I can say all the moves I did and what's he going to say? He got BROUGHT into his first alliance according to what was said and he AND Zach made the jump to the UN (it wasn't his own move). His only pitch would be that he can win competitions but so can I? But that's the con in keeping Sam.

If I keep Sam here then I am risking even getting a chance to sit in the F2. Mike will win the endurance portion and then it will be close between Sam and I in Part 2 and I might not even make Part 3. If I keep Brittany then I think Mike will win endurance, I'll edge Brittany out in Part 2 and then it will be down to me and Mike in Part 3 at least giving me a almost guaranteed chance to win Final HOH.

I think I have my mind made up but want to think about it a little more.. but it comes down to two questions. If I keep Brittany and win my way through Final HOH and take her.. will I be making it an easy journey to get there, only to lose? If I keep Sam, will I be risking everything I've done and not even get a chance to plead my case because I'll lose to him and Mike?

Fuck.

[Sofia Valentine]

I hope Mike went over 10 hours for endurance lol.

He's going to feel like a big loser when I throw it and Sam doesn't do good. Everyone in the game knew Mike being in the F3 would be bad because he'd go forever in Part 1. I'm not going to waste my time posting for that when my attention can be focused somewhere else. I'm confident in my knowledge of the game to know I can make Part 2 my bitch.

Assuming Mike wins which I think he will, that means I face off against Sam next. Sam is smart but I think I'm more intelligent. Sam's fast but I think I'm quicker. I've went through and taken notes to help me because I know this second part will be what I need to win more than the first. Mike sucks when it comes to any sort of speed or information competition. He's lost all season to me, Sam, Zach and Neda. I can beat him in Part 3 if it comes to that.

If (when) I beat Mike in Part 3 which is normally questions from the Jury then I'm taking Sam. Sam will be my F2 because I'm not going to give Mike the chance to play the underdog card and say how he had this many lives. The Jury has more reasons to hate me and Sam than Mike.

Why pit evil against good for the Jury? It is better for me to pit evil against evil. That gives me a better chance to win.