Diary Room Session- Week Three

[Brittany]

What the hell was up with Gina though when she got evicted? Girl you were never on long enough to determine if we were boring or not.


Although that exit speech was way better than JoJo's. JoJo's was short, sweet and to the point. 

So anyways I come and log on to this lovely forum board site to find out that we had a new HoH competition. I was excited, and started reading the rules and found out it was an endurance comp and was totally happy to participate. 
BUT THEN
As I kept reading along, I find out that we have a twist.
A FUCKING TWISTY TWIST TWISTER TWIST!!!
and not just any twist, it's the Battle of the Block Twist! The one that you are in deep shit if you don't play your cards right!!!

I don't wanna say that I'm fucked, but I probably am. 

[Brittany]

I fucked up my chance at being HoH. My time is so amateur it seems. I know people will get way past my time.

I'm starting to really suck at comps and I'm not sure why. I really do try my 100% best. I am completely new to an ORG game. This is all so new to me. But I love every minute of it. I am trying my best to get a handle on things since I am new to this experience. The houseguests are probably gonna start to see that I suck. But what I fear the most is letting my alliance down. I don't want them thinking I'm dead weight to them. 

I have got to get my shit together.

[Brittany]

The houseguests are definitely paranoid tonight, house calls.
Wil, Neda, Zach and Brian are kinda worried on the results. I will admit that I am a little worried too but I am hanging on to dear hope. 

I am assuming that Wil and Luke are doing their best at this because I'm sure they think the chances of them going up are high. Mike is a quiet one but he's not stupid. I've had convos with Mike and for some reason I think he knows what he's doing. Never could be too sure.

I've been having convos with Neda the last couple of nights. That girl can throw shade like a champ. I like it though I think she's funny.
She's a healthy Middle Eastern princess.

I have been improving my chats with Wil. I think he's comfortable with me enough to not put me up on the block if he were to get HoH. However he says the people are on his radar are Mike, Sam and Zach. So that kinda scared me a bit honestly. 
Tonight Wil and I discussed what to wear for a job interview. I told him that he should wear tight pants that showed off his butt and a shirt that shows an occasional nip slip now and then. He loved the idea and added more to it to make it his own. 

I feel like Luke and Wil just know I'm a gay guy playing as Brittany. Like our convos just scream gay man convos. I say things only gay men could have ever experienced, like the lingo, culture, top/bottom, ya know all that jazz.

I probably won't see the results till I wake up, but I feel like this week a line will be drawn for sure.

[Brittany]

I am so happy for Zach getting the 1st HoH. He will get to pick his noms the way he wanted and if we are lucky, Zach might be able to talk Mike into doing some extra dirty work. But like I said in the post before this one. Mike isn't stupid, he may play something wild. 

I talked to Mike for a bit this morning and he wanted to work with Zach when it came to noms so we may just be in luck.

I was the third one out in this HoH comp, second if you don't count Luke. It's embarrassing compared to everyone else's time. Endurance is just not my strong point here. Lol what is my strong point here?

I feel like socially I'm in a good place, thats probably the one thing that I have going for me here.
Hopefully I can talk to Mike a bit more today and see whats going on in his head. I feel like I can build just enough trust to make him spill some info.

[Brittany]

Of course I get put up the week before Jury starts. This is so fucking peachy-keen. Obviously there's something going on with Sofia and Mike. Sofia is hardly ever on and I always am. Mike and I always have convos and who isn't on when we have them? Sofia!

Mike says I am well liked in the house but I really don't care because the nicest person can always get evicted. I am nervous for the BotB comp because obviously Sarah and I have to work together to get off the block, what I'm scared for is letting Sarah down if she did very well and I didn't.

I just want to win this comp so I can be safe for the rest of week. I am so upset. I really thought he wouldn't but he did. This is way too fucking early for me to leave. 
I HAVE 3 KIDS FOR HEAVENS SAKE!

[Brittany]

Mike ended up telling me that he is not intending me to go home, that his target will be Sarah. 
Well Mike, neither of us can go home right now because we're in an alliance and it's best we all just stay here for the upcoming weeks. 

I truly hope that my internet will work with me when its time for the BotB. As you can see from previous timed comps I have not done so well. Also, I hope Sarah and I will be able to find a time to both be online together. I'm hoping Wil and Luke will take their sweet precious time. I just really want to kick ass and raise hell. Sarah and I are both moms we can do this. 

#MothersKnowBest #MomPower

[Brittany]

HELL YEAH BABY!!!
Guess who's not going home!!! MEEEEEEEEEE AND SAAAARRRAAAHHHH!!!!


AHAHAAHA I'M CACKLING IN MY SCHOOLS LIBRARY!!!

Here's a pic of me and Sarah after winning BotB

I am so happy you guys. This was really stressful like this twist really had the ability to crush us but we are good now!!! 
It's so comforting knowing that the five of us are safe under Zach's reign. 

Sucks for Wil and Luke but I have a feeling Luke will be staying. I'm gonna treat myself to a starbucks or something right now. <3

[Brittany]

Brian messaged me yesterday and brought up possibly backdooring Neda. 
WHHAAAAATTTTTT?!!!

I was completely taken aback, I had no idea that he wanted that to happen. He wants to wait till after veto comp to discuss more into it because maybe Neda would win veto and then the plan would just not work. 

Damn if this happens then Neda is going to be pissed. Zach really wants Wil out though so we will see. We may just have to respect what Zach wants to happen.

[Neda Kalantar]

Oct 1, 2014 16:24:47 GMT -5 Brittany said:

Brian messaged me yesterday and brought up possibly backdooring Neda. 
WHHAAAAATTTTTT?!!!

I was completely taken aback, I had no idea that he wanted that to happen. He wants to wait till after veto comp to discuss more into it because maybe Neda would win veto and then the plan would just not work. 

Damn if this happens then Neda is going to be pissed. Zach really wants Wil out though so we will see. We may just have to respect what Zach wants to happen.

Ummm what?! How come I never knew about this? LMAO! Brian thought that he could sway Zach to backdoor me week 3?!

[Zach Rance]

I didn't even know lol
Brian was going up if veto was used

[Brian Hart]

Well yeah, you didn't know. I never said anything since I figured it was a silly idea the day after and sort of quietly let it get dropped.