Diary Room Session- Week Four

[Brittany]

Another one bites the dust.
Another week down and another person is evicted. Zach is happy that he was able to get a threat to him out of the house. As weeks go by I feel like each week will get more intense in the game. I feel like people will start to feel like theres a big alliance. Actually there has been two people, Neda and Wil that actually asked me if I thought there was a big alliance. I told them that would be impossible because hardly anyone is ever online at the same time for there to be a big alliance.

I don't know long we can keep this charade going for but hopefully it's long enough. I really want Sarah to win this HoH because I know she will go after Mike and Sofia. It would be nice to see either of them go. Sorry Mike, I know you messaged me and apologized for putting me up and told me you had no other choice but I can't risk that happening again. It's hard to trust someone that you're obviously not working with. 

I'm like 70% sure that if Sofia wins this HoH that she will put me up. I just have this gut feeling. 

Wil had one vote to stay and I have no idea who that is. Could be because they worked with Wil or someone is just being funny with the vote. It took up to week three for drama to finally happen. The Wil Song reminded me of a Swan Song. 
Totally unexpected but I think Zach enjoyed arguing with Wil for a bit. Wil definitely made quite an exit too which wasn't surprising. 

As far as my gameplay is going, if I win HoH then I'm going to put up Sofia, possibly Mike. Mike owes me one and I'll just say he's a pawn and that I want Sofia gone. That pawn part may or may not be a lie.

Let's make this week a good one!

[Brittany]

The one thing that could of went wrong this week happened. Sofia winning this HoH has me all nervous. I feel like she will put me up.

It would be crap if she did too because she's always happy when a female wins a comp and she'll message me saying that "the girls are kicking ass" or "girl power!" and i totally agree, yeah the girls are doing good and the only thing that they sucked in was endurance.

If she doesn't put me up I will be surprised. If she does then there's a 110% chance that I will rant on here.

[Brittany]

Brian's name isn't under the Jury list on the left hand side of the forum 
lolololol
Idk I just thought that was funny.
I like to pretend the hosts are throwing shade at him even though it was probably just a little mistake hehehehehe 

[Kat]

I didn't notice lol awk

[Brittany]

So Sofia doesn't put me up. I am so relieved. After the ceremony I messaged Sofia and told her thank you soooo much. She had said that she loved our convos and that I actually make an effort to talk to everyone. 

However, Brian has picked me to play veto. The best bet is to have me win Veto because then Sofia will most likely put Luke up. Sam and Zach think they will be off her radar because on their HoH's they both had kept her safe. I do feel like Brian picking me to play in veto will give the HG's assumptions that I may be working with Brian. And if Veto is used and I didn't win it I may be going up as a result of an association with Brian.

I'm not that great in comps. I would say that I'm decent, but decent isn't good enough here. I'm relying on my social game. Creating good bonds enough to the point of eventually getting blood on my hands.

I'm pretty certain that Neda, Sofia and Mike are working together. Week after week it's just making it more clear that they are. If I do end up surviving this week then I'm afraid it's only gonna get bloodier and bloodier from here on out.

[Brittany]

You guys I am stuck.
Either Brian or Sarah will be leaving. I've been talking to the HG's and I thought that they would vote for Brian to leave. However, every guy I have spoken too seem to want to keep Brian. Every guy except Luke. I think Luke wants to keep Sarah. I haven't spoken to Neda or Sofia yet today.

Okay, guys I haven't talked about this yet and maybe Sarah has spoken of it but I'm just gonna go ahead and say it as well. 

Last week with the BotB twist, Sarah had came up to me after noms were announced and told me that she felt weird with what Mike had said about his reason why he nominated her. Mike had said something about Sarah being very vocal about previous evictions or whatever. Sarah told me that she was only vocal with the alliance and none of the other houseguests. She thought and still thinks today that info from our alliance was being leaked to Mike.

When I told her who she thinks it could be, she had said that she tells Brian a lot and thinks that Brian is the one going back and forth.

Now it get's a bit deeper.

After thinking about it for awhile, I started getting paranoid. What if there is a guy alliance in the house that involved all the guys besides Luke and Wil? Maybe Sarah and I are just numbers for them to get the first couple of people evicted and after they're done with us then boom cut us off. The guys would have there bases covered. Sam, Brian and Zach had Sarah and I. And Mike possibly having Neda and Sofia?

All this mess happened just from what Sarah had told me.

I'm probably just way over thinking it and if I'm wrong then I'm going to look really stupid.

Ugh I don't know what I'm going to do with this vote.