Diary Room Session- Week Five

[Brittany]

School talk with Luke, ladies and gentlemen.

[Brittany]

It would be really nice if I won HoH this week. I personally feel like I matched all of the voices. My time will probably be beatable because my damn internet decides to cut right when I clicked the link. I just have to go somewhere with better wifi.

I loved my quote in the competition "How about this? When you walk out that door, I'm gonna laugh in your face."
Ugh iconic.

Sarah leaving unanimously was not what I was expecting. I though she would have at least two votes. I really thought there was a chance that Sarah would probably call Zach, Brian, Sam and I all out but she ends up only calling out Luke. Thank you Sarah, I honestly appreciate you not outing me to damage my game.

I legit feel bad for Sarah's eviction but in her goodbye message I told her that I'd understand if she was overly pissed off at me. I just hope if I don't make it all the way in this game that she will forgive me in the jury house. I just felt like I needed that sliver of hope that my alliance really does have my back and that we just had a bad slump of Sarah leaving and horrible bad luck.

More game talk will happen after HoH. I just hope one of us gets it. If I do win, I plan on getting Mike out. Sarah I think would agree with me if she were here.

[Brittany]

I was so damn close to winning that Voice HoH
When I saw that it was Sam, Zach and I as the tie breaker I was so relieved. I personally think i kicked ass and so did Sam and Zach. I don't know why Brian hasn't been doing good in comps lately but right after results were posted he messaged me and was so pissed that he had the lowest score on the board. He was upset that he didn't want people thinking that he was dead weight. 

Twenty or so minutes after HoH was crowned, Zach messaged me and told me his ideas for noms. He told me he wanted to put up Luke as the target and then Brian as a pawn. I was like woah at first but then I thought okay maybe not a bad idea.
I personally don't think we should let Luke go just yet, there are bigger fish to fry at the moment other than Luke. But Zach wants less blood on his hands as possible. 
I honestly think we should backdoor a bigger threat in the house. When veto gets closer I'm gonna message Zach and try to convince him about it without being pushy of course and I'll see how that goes.

Brian is not going to take this that good at all so who knows if he will go up as a pawn buuttt as of right now thats the plan. I'm just happy i'm safe for right now.

[Brittany]

I'm about to post a convo that I had with Sam this morning;









Im really glad Sam and I are on the same page on this. I think backdooring Mike is a good idea rather than evicting Luke. It's funny that Mike based his noms on the most social ones but he told me that I was just a pawn. I'm depending on my whole social game to stay alive in this game!

Zach had told me and Sam that he liked us the most so I'm hoping that Zach will listen to us and hear what we have to say. The trouble is, is that once Zach has an idea on something, he doesn't let go of that idea for anything. So we might be at a lost at trying to convince him to backdoor a bigger threat but it's still worth a try.

Sam and I reassured each other though that if Zach isn't on board with this idea then we just have to support Zach on his decision. The best bet is for Luke to win veto so he takes himself off then put Mike up. 

Ever since Mike put me up on the block, I have been keeping a close eye on Mike. As far as I know, he thinks I forgive him for putting me up and that are cool with each other. We chit chat almost everyday so we don't get that "distant" feeling. But honestly I can't risk that again. Mike is a cool guy and all but I want to do what I think is good for my game. 

I also I think I'm on the verge with a final three with Zach, Sam and I. I am completely okay with that.

[Brittany]

OMG SOMEONE TAKE MY PHONE AWAY FROM ME I'M A MESS TONIGHT

[Brittany]

I am kind of shocked that Luke didn't pick me to play veto. Then Mike tells me this. Either Luke doesn't trust me that I'll use the veto on him or he is possibly working with Mike secretly. I would use the veto if I can convince Zach to backdoor someone bigger.



Also, Luke thinks that there is a possible alliance that involves Zach and that can be a possible reason that he doesn't trust me as much but who knows. 
As you can see I told Brian I wasn't going to tell anyone but I'm telling y'all. I also think I'm going to show Sam this and see what he has to say about it. I just hope Sam is on soon before results of veto are shown. 

[Brittany]

I have talked to Zach and gave my thoughts about possibly backdooring Mike. He is very cautious right now. He wants to hear Sam out as well and that's why he didn't do the veto ceremony before he went off to bed. I'm hoping that if Zach just sleeps on it that he will possibly consider the back door plan. Zach told me that Mike is a wild card and that nobody knows what he is up too. I took that as a good sign that possibly Zach is starting to get paranoid of him. I can only hope that whatever Sam tells Zach is what will seal the deal in this plan.

I had to write this down before I knock out or else I'll forget to write it down tomorrow.

[Brittany]

I am pretty down at the moment. Obviously, Sam and I's words were not enough to convince Zach to use veto. I understand why Zach wants Luke out and I don't blame him because he's doing what is good for his game. But I feel like it wasn't Luke's time to go just yet and that we should of gotten Mike out. Zach says that Mike's comp records are not the best, but who knows if he will win this next one. Sam messaged me before the veto ceremony about his talk with Zach and he pretty much had said that Zach has made up his mind because Luke I guess said that Zach will be his number one target in the game. I had asked Luke who would he put up if he got to stay and became HoH next round, he told me that he wouldn't put me up but that he had four people in mind to choose from. 

I'm going to miss Luke because the convos we had were so funny. The house is going to be so boring without him. I consider him the underdog because people have been wanting him out since week 2 and he still managed to survive a couple weeks and made it to jury, and unlike other houseguests evicted before him besides Sarah, he had made an effort in his social game in attempt to get close to the houseguests and he tried every week to stay here. 

 I'm debating wether or not to tell him that I tried saving him. I feel like I should. 
This fucking sucks.