Listen To Your Mumsie

[Sarah Miller]

Bear with me, I'm having a really hard time giving a fuck about either of you.

Sam, we pretty much started out this game as allies. While you were HoH we had a ton of great conversations and you were one of the people I trusted the most. Then, nothing. I never saw you online and you made no attempt to contact me otherwise. You proceded to do absolutely fucking nothing of note for the rest of the game. I was happy to work with you! I never wanted to be in an alliance with Brian. I went with the flow, I thought he was overplaying, and I told you as much. You obviously gave no fucks about me when I still wanted to work with you. It's hard for me to vote for someone who used their later Head of Household weeks to get rid of Brian who nobody liked and would never have stood the slimmest of chances against a jury, and Neda, who has been perceived as Zach's bitch.

Sofia, obviously you were Head of Household when I was evicted. And I expected to be nominated, because we rarely spoke. But in your speech you spouted some bullshit about how we were on at the same time very often, and I just chose not to message you? Lol? I never saw you online, and when you were, you were set on away. I've since been told that you liked to sit on invisible a lot - how am I supposed to talk to someone if I never see them online? And I think we would have got along famously. I'm told you loved talking shit about Brian - hey, I fucking hated him too, I would have loved to talk shit about Brian with you.



So, my question is this: why should I give a single fuck about you and the game you played? Why should I think back to this game and say, "well, I was fourth boot, but that was a really good game ____ played". Because, right now, I cannot find a single fuck to give.

[Sofia Valentine]

Doll trust me. If I were you I wouldn't give a single fuck about us either. You have Sam over here who voted you out over someone like BRIAN from your original alliance and you have me who you didn't talk to. I think our only couple conversations were about real life shit and not that much game. LOL I did spout some bullshit though. I could have easily gone to you and spoken to you if it was that big of a deal to me. A recurring theme here is that I liked to make mountains out of ant hills and my comments about you in my speech weren't an exception. I did sit on away a lot in the game and I think the houseguests I talked to often knew that I would likely respond if they messaged me because I was mobile and at work a lot of the time. But you and I didn't have that kind of relationship so it's why you didn't know and you can't be blamed for that.

But damn Sarah. I said it in Neda's answers that if comments were reciprocated then I would go on and on about someone or something if they felt the same way. I think some of our conversations would have been fucking hilarious now knowing that you felt that way.

To your question it's no secret that you have to cast a vote for someone. I guess you don't HAVE to but then that would be a bitch slap to the game. But if you're going to vote for someone it should be for the option out of the two you're given that PLAYED the game, took risks, made moves, managed decisions, werked to get her ass to this spot. Yes that person is me. We didn't have that sort of bond where I'd expect you to look back and ever remember me but when it comes to me sitting beside Sam I believe that I played a way better game than he did. I think you should give a fuck that the person I'm sitting against voted YOU OUT despite not liking Brian the most in the original alliance. Sam said it in the new alliance's chat. It's one of the reasons why I CHOSE him to sit beside me at the end. Not Mike or Brittany. Mike and Brittany deserve the F2 spot over Sam but I made the decision to improve my chances at the end by taking the person I thought I had the best chance against. I knew he burned some people just like I did but I also knew I had some leverage in making moves and being a better social player than he was. After all that's the name of the game. I always tried to increase my chances of winning. It's why I turned on Zach and Neda, it's why I wanted you out over Brian. It's why I evicted Brittany and Mike. I never stopped playing this game and tried to make things interesting the whole way.

[Sam Robertson]

Hey Sarah. I'm taken aback by some of your comments. I didn't realize that we had any sort of issue. When I told you early in the game that you were one of my favourite people I meant that. I liked our conversations.

Sofia pretending that she knows why I voted you out over Brian has left me gobsmacked. If my goodbye was any indication the reason I voted you out over Brian was because I felt that our communication was starting to suffer near the week you got nominated. I favored Brian because we still talked. Sarah when I would come online I would ask Zach and others if you had been around and if it was just me missing you but everyone had told me you were coming on less and less and weren't around as much as you were before. I suppose our chats were suffering more than usual because you got busy yourself.

I think that no matter what you decide to do you'll still not care about the person you give your vote to. I apologize for whatever I have done that has offended you in any way. I'm surprised reading this because it feels like it's coming from a completely different person than the person I knew at the start of the game. The rounds that we did share together and the rounds that we were able to communicate, I always chatted you and I believed we got along brilliantly. If the way we had been talking kept up then there would of been a chance that I would have kept you in the game over Brian because I did like you a good amount over Brian personally.